Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try


Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Ooooooo
Beautiful Soul, yeah
Oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul
Yeah

Prayer

I pray you'll be her eyes, and watch her where she goes.
And help her to be wise in times when she doesn't know
Let this be her prayer, when she lose her way
Lead her to the place, guide her with your grace
To a place where she'll be safe


The light you have
I pray she'll find your light
will be in the heart
and hold it in her hearts.
to remember her that
When stars go out each night,
 you are eternal star
Let this be her prayer
when shadows fill her day


How much faith there's
Let this be her prayer
in my prayer
when shadows fill her day
Lead her to a place, guide her with your grace
Give her faith so she'll be safe
Let this be her prayer
Let this be her prayer, just like every child

Need to find a place, guide her with your grace
Give her faith so she'll be safe
Need to find a place, guide her with your grace
Give her faith so she'll be safe


# this song was sent by my adorable mommy :*
langsung nangis pas dapet lagu ini ..
udah lama dapetnya , tapi baru sempet posting *sigh*

mama..
orang yang sangat berjasa buat gue .
orang yang sangat sabar sama kenakalan- kenakalan gue ..
sabar ngadepin semua ulah-ulah gue ..
orang yang tetap tersenyum walaupun udah gue bentak karena seringnya kena sasaran emosi gue yang gak bisa direm ..
orang selalu berdoa buat gue dan keluarga di setiap shalatnya  ..
orang yang bahkan setelah pisah sama papap tetap kuat, tegar ngadepin semuanya ..
orang yang selalu siap sedia setiap gue ,atau kakak bahkan adek gue butuh sesuatu ..
orang selalu bilang "gapapa, besok kamu pasti bisa !! " setiap gue gagal ngerjain sesuatu ..
orang yang selalu memotivasi gue ..
orang yang gak akan pernag bisa gue bales semua jasanya ..

mama..
maaf kalo sampai saat ini titi belum bisa ngebanggain mama ..
i will mom, someday i'll make you proud of me mom !! ..

I LOVE YOU MOM  :* :* :*

"You've Got A Friend" ( Mc Fly )

When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yes I will.

You've got a friend
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again (oh baby don't you know)
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
Lord, I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend

Oh, you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

FRIENDS FOREVER

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

nananana....

akhirnya inget juga sama lagu yang super jadul tapi enak ini ...

ah, iloveit :*

jadi kangen sahabat-sahabat saya dari SD,SMP,SMA ..

apa kabar mereka yaaaaaaaaaaa :S

kangen ngerjain mereka..

ngeberantakin kamar setiap ada yang ulang tahun ..

nyeplokin mereka pake adonan yang super duper yucks (my guilty pleasure )

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, imissed  them so alotsa mucho :(

reason..

“ I know everything happens for a reasons, but sometimes I wish I knew what the reason was “

Turned into something :S

“I don’t hate you. I’m just dissappointed you turned into something you said you would never be ”

Ketika orang yang  sangat kita percaya, tempat kita selalu berbagi keluh kesah, tempat kita saling buka – bukaan tentang apapun tiba-tiba jadi seseorang yang kita gak pernah nyangka dan jadi orang yang sama sekali gak pernah kita bayangin..

It happened to me.. it already happened to me.. nyeh, someone whom I gave all my trust turned be a backstabber behind me.

Gue sampai gak tau mau ngomong apa .. Cuma bisa bertanya-tanya “ why should  this happened to me ?? “ ..

Kenapa begini Tuhan ..

Kenapa harus gue ????

Setelah apa yang gue sama dia lewati bareng ..

Setelah apa yang kita ikrarkan sebagai “ Best Friend Forever “ ..

Saking gak percayanya .. yang Cuma bisa gue lakuin saat itu adalah mencoba lari dari kenyataan dan berkata “gak kok,gak mungkin.. ini Cuma mimpi ..”

Gue lari ke satu tempat yang bener-bener bisa gue percaya ,,

Gue lari ke rumah nenek gue..kabur dari semua yang ada ..

Dan dengan sangat bijaknya nenek gue buka pintu di jam 3 pagi ..

Dan gak bertanya apa-apa ..

Beliau tau gue nangis di kamar .. dan tetap gak bertanya apa-apa ..

Beliau biarkan gue lega ..

Dan terus bilang “ semua pasti ada hikmahnya ti ..semua pasti baik-baik aja .  hadapi..sampai kapan kamu mau lari? Ini pelajaran buat kamu ..bahwa gak semua orang di dunia ini nih baik .. tapi kamu harus tetep percaya,suatu saat kamu pasti dapat yang terbaik, sekarang masalah yang kamu hadapi itu jadi pembelajaran dan proses pendewasaan diri kamu..”

Gue nangis lagi .. can’t even speak a word.. amaze me .. gue bahkan belum speak up sama beliau apa yang terjadi ..

Ooh, I love my emak (nenek)  alotsa love  :*

Saat itu juga akhirnya gue putusin “Okey..i’ll face it ..”

Dan tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. gue gak pernah menyesali semuanya sekarang ..

Karena gue tahu gue gak salah ..

Ps : makasih mak buat semuanya .. karena  emak titi jadi bisa memandang semua masalah dengan optimis .. dan terus bertahan “semua pasti baik-baik saja” .

i miss you dek :')

ngeliat foto-foto di laptop tiba-tiba kangeeeeeeeeeeeeen banget sama adek-adek ..
saya jauh disini ..mereka jauh di papua sanaa..
ahhh, jadi pengen pulang ..

ini sepupu saya ia,yang ditengah adek saya isya dan ina

icha, isya, iaa

adek saya isya ..
nama lengkapnya SITA AISYAH RAHMAH ..
si bungsu yang cerewetnya kebangetan ..
bahkan dipanggil sama keluarga saya "nenek cerewet"
pernah suatu ketika saya sms : "mah,tolong transfer uang jajan titi ya "
dia ( isya ) langsung telp saya : " assalamualaikum teh .. udah ditransfer .. lain kalo kalo sms pake salam dulu ya..teteh kan orang islam !! ................................................. "
sumpah saya cuma bisa iya,iya doangan .. makjleb banget saya dinasehatin adek saya yang umurnya beda banget ..
tapi di satu sisi saya sangat bersyukur karena punya adek yang sangat bawel kayak dia ..
bahkan gak cuma saya yang diceramahin .. papap (ayah) saya pun sering kena cerocosan bawel adek saya akan bad habit si papap ..
kakak pertama saya juga .. dimarahin sama asek saya soal kebiasaan ngerokoknya ..
dan kakak saya nurut !! ..
its a WOW buat saya, bahkan mamah ..
dulu mamah saya ngidam apa yaaa pas hamil dia ..hahaha

kalo adek saya yang namanya ina "NADYA DIENA NASUHA"
orangnya kalem .. tapi dia sama isya itu kesayangan papap ..
kalo isya yah karena cuma dia yang berani nyeramahin papap ,jadinya papap nurut deh sama dia ..
kalo ina karena dia mirip mamah pas muda katanya ..(haha,gotcha !! ketauan juga kan pap )

ahh..kangen banget ngeliat ina dimarahin sama isya karena kekalemannya ..
semoga saja bisa cepet ketemu ya dek ..;*